To my future husband,
College can ABSOLUTELY suck when you are single. Many people will argue saying that is totally wrong but come on why are they trying to lie? Yes, college is amazing but you reach that point where your heart starts to crave the attention of someone, to share those little moments of happiness and sadness with. And for me that is you. Outside I seem completely fine but on the inside a bloody battle is waging on, no it's not some foreign body attacking but something much worse. The battle of Love. My human heart craves attention and compassion from someone while my head argues that I am loved by someone, God and he should be enough. My heart and mind constantly battle over how I should feel but it leaves me in tailspin.
I know I won't meet you in college, I look around sometimes in the mass chaos of students hoping to see you but like always I never do. I know in my heart it is you who will find me when I am least expecting it, but my heart still yearns for you and forever will.
I forever will crave your touch.
I forever will ache for your presence.
I will forever cry out for your God like heart.
I will forever work towards our relationship my darling and I can only ask you do the same.
So please whenever we meet be patient with me because you will soon find out I am extremely stubborn and I will be waiting for you always.
To my daughter,
You are absolutely beautiful my sweetheart. You are going to be an angel in mine and your daddy's life, and maybe even a little mini me. I cannot wait to share so many secrets with you and help tease your dad all the time. I hope to be a good mother and role model for you like my mom has been to me, I will try my best to always be there for you and pick you up when you feel like you can't walk anymore. I will be there to wipe your tears when a dumb guy breaks your heart while your daddy most likely goes to be beat him up for hurting his little girl. Wanna know a secret? Boys are stupid, just ask your daddy. But really boys are too dumb to realize that they have something magical until it is gone, I never want to hear you say that you are less than worth because some boy said so. You, my darling, are a true creation of beauty and one day your prince charming will find you just like your dad did.
To my son,
Oh my baby boy, my heart melts at the thought of you and how you will have little adventures with your daddy. All the goofy and toothless smiles you will have, the boo boo's i will have to clean up and not forgetting the messes you will make. I smile at the thought of all the hunting trips you will have with your grandfather and daddy, the excitement on when you kill your first deer and when you make that home run or touchdown. I cannot wait for you, your sister or even your brother to enter mine and your daddy's life.
Love, a future mother and wife
