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A Letter To My Biological Mother

because i can't take being your blood anymore.

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A Letter To My Biological Mother
let it go

Let me begin by saying that this is just a simple letter to express how i feel about my biological mother.

Dear Mother

You left me at a very young age to fend for myself. Let me begin by telling you the truth. I don't consider you my mother, you never were a mother to me. I consider you more of a body bag that carried me for nine moths and then pushed me out to live in this world. To this day I will never understand why you left me. I was such a young child and you left me to fend for myself, to care for myself. I am 21 years old it's been 16 years since I have seen you. I am about to graduate college, I am about to establish myself and start my own life and none of this was thanks to you. I am not upset that you won't ever be a part of my life and I am glad that I am slowly starting to get better. You will never understand how angry I am with you. You have made me a terrible person for the longest time. Because of you I can't trust anyone, because of you i don't let people near me, because of you I don't understand the concept of love.

You made me bitter, the flowers did not smell the same, colors did not matter to me, you took away every part of me when you decided to drop me off in the orphanage. Do you remember the reason? I do. You picked a man who meant nothing to you over me, because you didn't believe me that he was hurting me. Remember the first letter you sent me after my adoption. I do, how about the tenth letter you sent me? Remember that one? You told me I had a sister, her name is Gabriella you named her after me, apparently you have a nice house with white picket fences. Congratulations, I am happy you got your life together. Now remember the last letter you sent me? You told me that it's my fault my sister and I are not in touch, and my grandparents suicide was my fault. My entire life you have caused me nothing more but pain. You have no meaning to me anymore, you will never have any meaning to me anymore.

I have scars that remind me of you bitter heart, I have psychological problems because of you. You by far are the worst person I have ever known and I am ashamed to have your blood flow in my veins.

Your biological daughter


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