I know you are really stressed now, it doesn't matter what is going on in life because I know you, you are always stressed. Take a break and a breath. Everything will get done.You aren't given more than you can handle, and as it turns out, you can handle a lot.
Sometimes, you will have a bad day (maybe even a bad week) and that is totally normally and OK. A bad week isn't a bad life! Things may suck now, but they will get better. Everything may seem so consuming right now, but a year from now, you probably wont even remember what caused your pain.
We totally take time for granted, even you! We act as if there is unlimited time and push things off! We procrastinate and say we will do things later. Stop doing that! There may not be a later.
The concept of time is actually really weird. It never completely made sense to you. I know you always worry about so much that goes on in life and it seems like it may be the end of the world if one thing doesn't go your way, but in a year from now it will most likely have no impact on your life. Just like when you failed your road test and it seemed like the most detrimental thing to ever happen in your very existence, and a year later, no impact.
What I'm trying to say is, whatever may be in your way today will probably be forgettable a year from now. Time is weird like that. Each day seems to go by with no change, but when you look back on the past year so much has changed.
As it turns out, heartbreaks are also a part of life. Whether a friendship or relationship, some are bound to fall apart. It sucks, I know, but everything happens for a reason. Some things need to fall apart for others to fall together. Just buy a carton of ice cream and eat the whole thing, by the bottom of the carton you wont know if you're crying over a guy or how many calories you just ate.
Sometimes, the best advice is to just fake a smile. I know you are really good at that. Fake it 'til you make it girl! You may even fake it so hard that you actually pull a real smile. You rock the smile by the way. It looks good on you and you should wear it more often.
Love Always,
Me.
