Death is something that we don’t really talk about but it happens. I, unfortunately, have gone through many deaths in my life some family and some friends but either way it sucks.

I know deep down that they’re all in a better place and looking down on me so here’s a letter to them.

To that person up in heaven:

Hi.

Long time, no talk.

I wanna first start with I’m sorry. I'm sorry I was mad at you when you first died. Listen, it sucked. I felt like you were ripped away from me for no good reason. And now I feel like I’m missing a big part of my life. You’ve missed some big things that I know you would’ve loved being here for. Birthdays, Christmas’, Family Game Nights and more. All these days feel like there’s something missing: You.

As the years went on, I got less angry but it still sucks you not being here. It hits me in waves honestly. I wish heaven wasn’t so far away so I could come see you.

But what I do know is that you are there. You are there watching over me and rooting for me. Even if some days it doesn’t feel like it, I know that you are.

Those days when I do miss you I think of all the memories. All the family game nights, all the holidays, and everything in between. Sometimes a song or two that reminds me of you. It helps me get through

You left us with some good memories that will never be forgotten. I still talk about all your tattoos and tell people that you’re the reason I want tattoos. Thank you for the time you did spend here with us. Thank you for all the people you brought into our lives. Thank you for all the memories.

I love you and I always will