Dear Person,
I just want you to know if you were to talk to me right now I wouldn't know how to make conversation. I never really made my feelings clear because you are so flighty. I didn't want to open that can of worms either. It's okay though, I just sit back and watch you make mistake after mistake while you keep getting your heart broke and I'm sitting over here with a glass of wine internally laughing at you in my head. Because vocalizing my opinions wouldn't be the best decision.
There were times I wanted you to understand how I felt, but being the bigger person (which was difficult, I might add) makes me look mature. I hope getting your heart totally destroyed time and time again is worth it.I hope the tears are worth it because I wasted a lot on you. I've been there and done that, and I'll never go back. You're the reason I don't believe in love and that I have my walls higher than they have ever been.
I also want to make this clear onto why you can't find someone and why you are in the position I was. You are looking for someone who you think likes you back, only to find out that they lead you on. Sucks doesn't it? Another thing, you believe you can convenience them you're the one that they should be with. Truth is you really can't. That however makes you look extremely desperate, but it's okay keep going. I'll keep the jokes flowing.
Another thing I find comical is that when I have someone else you act like you're a jealous three year-old. Really? And I act immature? Yeaaah...suuure. I'm so sorry that I don't want to pay attention to you anymore. You thought it was annoying and clingy when I did, so why would I want to be told that again? I will never ever pay you a single ounce of my time ever again and if you throw a hissy fit then that's your choice. I won't stop you. You are replaceable and don't act like your not. I did replace you; I don't regret it.
I have learned how you got what you want through manipulation. Guilt tripping me, really? You think that's the best way to get what you want. You thought it would work didn't you. I bet you didn't realize I would eventually say NO because I could. Because I didn't feel comfortable.At first, I would do anything for you, as I became more independent you didn't like that. Eventually, I said no and you got mad at me for not doing what you wanted, but what I wanted.
But if there is anything you have taught me it's this; I never want to go through heartbreak ever again. I know when I'm being led on and I know how to let them go. I have learned how guys like you act and how you think like. I've picked up on your manipulation tactics. A little bit of jealousy is okay, but extreme jealousy is out of line. Thank you for making me a stronger and much wiser individual.
Sincerely,
Someone who will never be put in this position.
