This summer I have been extremely busy. I feel as though I am constantly running from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. But this summer has been an eye-opener for me. I see how blessed I am, which is easy to overlook in the craziness of my busy days, but I think it is important to stop and take a step back from our hectic schedules every once and awhile.
I started running again this summer, as I am training for a race. I used to run all the time, but then that decreased as work and school took priority in my life. I realized that I make a million excuses as to why I don’t have enough time, but this summer I told myself “enough with the excuses, just do it.” So, as I run, it really clears my mind. It gives me that extra time to reflect on my day and the positives in my life. For example, when I run I think of my health and the fact that I am able to run. There are so many people with injuries or sicknesses that would love to be up and moving, but are just not able to.
I think of my family and how I am so lucky to have them all close to me. This past year I have dealt with a lot of death. It has clouded my judgment, as I am a worrier, and often find myself thinking, “what if something happens to someone in my family?” But this summer I have come to the realization to live in the moment and appreciate everyone in my life right now. We never know what tomorrow will bring, but for now all my loved ones are healthy and happy; that is what I need to focus on.
I have also been reading a lot in my free time. Usually at night before I go to bed. As I was falling asleep the other night I thought to myself how lucky I am to have an education and know how to read, because so many people in other places do not have the same opportunities as I do. I go to an amazing college, which I am so excited to get back to, and have an incredible group of friends.
Speaking of friends, this summer has also taught me the value of friendship. Most of my friends are not living at home like me this summer. They are at school working. So, the times that we have all been home together have been few, but it just makes me appreciate them and our time together. These are the people that have known me the longest and still like me anyways. They hold a special place in my heart, and I have come to realize, this summer especially, how important these hometown friends are in my life. I’ve always known they were special, but it just became even clearer this summer.
With all of this, what I am trying to say is that I’m really happy. Truly happy. I don’t remember a time in my life that I was ever more content than I am now. There is such a beauty in happiness, and it gives me a whole new outlook on life. Thank you summer for making me realize all that I am blessed with in life.
