I am currently still working on myself as a young human being. I still hold in all of my struggles and I let them overwhelm my everyday life. I let them affect my social ability, my fears, my dreams, and my happiness every time I have air in my lungs. I do plan to grow more into myself and learn more about controlling these troubles of mine. I am so exhausted and I do not want to waste my days being unhappy anymore!

A throw-over sits at the foot of my bed. The creased blanket reminds me of how certain people in my family bring chaotic situations into my life but their nature, however, is very warm like a softcover that hugs my shoulders. I am conscious of the idea that some blankets are not thick enough to keep me warm all the time, especially when I am at my coldest points. I know now that I have to rely on myself to go make my own fire to fulfill my need for warmth and comfort.