To my high school sweetheart,

I want you to know that after many months of heartbreak I am finally okay with how things ended. Sure, there are days where I miss you and I miss the memories of us and wishing that I could go back, but I soon realize that you were not made for me and I was not made for you. You see, once everything ended, I went through a very dark time in my life and God pulled me out. If it was not for you, I would not be where I am in my walk with God today. I have a much more intimate relationship with Christ and it may come off as offensive, but I am much better off without you, as you are much better off without me.

I had to really learn to heal myself before I could start my personal dreams and goals. Maybe I am still recovering from heartbreak, but I know that God has someone out there that was specifically made just for me.

God has a special woman created just for you. You will love her even more then you loved me because this time it will work out for you. I pray that you stand guarded so you can protect her with all of your will. I pray that you will make a great husband to whoever you end up with. One thing I know is that the two of us did come together in the beginning, but we are not each other's end.

I know I will be able to love again because first I loved God and He is the one who holds me every night when I feel alone. Please do not worry about me because God is working in another man's life to be able to handle mine. If I could make one request, I would ask you that when you see me or see pictures of me and whoever I end up with, do not feel jealousy. Why? Because I was not meant for you. I was not meant to make you happy.

What happened during our relationship will always be what I tell my future children when they ask me about my high school days. I will tell them how happy I was and how sad I was to see it end. You inspire me, even to this day, to chase after God. I will always thank you for everything you did for me in our time together.

If you ever need anything, I am always one message away. Please allow me to be your last resort though because I hope you turn to your future person, and more importantly, God. So, yes I still pray for you because that is what gives me peace at night knowing how badly things turned out.

Love,

Your high school sweetheart