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To The Guy Who Ruined Love For Me

Thank you.

Alexandra Marable
Jul 05, 2016
Illinois State University
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To The Guy Who Ruined Love For Me
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Dear Sir,

I was young. I was delusional to think that you actually loved me for me. I hadn't realized it was my body you were after. I was a goody-goody and you were set out to change that. I had a kind heart that you made dark. I stayed because you wouldn't let me leave. I was trapped.

You made me feel things I didn't want to feel. You ignored me in the hallways and didn't want to be seen with me. You called me names that made me feel awful. You hurt me in ways I hadn't been hurt before. You never even apologized.

I never thought a human being could put me in such a dark place. I never thought I would be crying myself to sleep every night over a guy. I never even thought that this could happen to me. I never thought somebody could ever treat me this way

You finally left, but I wasn't upset. You asked for me back just so you could dump me again - but I still wasn't upset. You called me names again - but I didn't care. You made me dark and I just didn't care anymore. You changed me from happy to sad. You stole the one thing I could call mine and didn't even ask if you could have it. You were abusive and never saw what you were doing wrong.

I just want to thank you. Thank you for destroying my future. Thank you for demolishing my trust. Thank you for putting this spark of hatred in me. Thank you for crushing my heart and soul. Thank you for pushing me to darkest of dark that exists.

It is because of you that I am who I am today. Yes, you had pushed me to a new low that I would later on reach again, but I am stronger now. I have gotten over you and my past. You no longer loom over me like a dark cloud. You broke me down, but I fixed myself and built myself back up. I let go of you.

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