To the Guy I Loved but Never Dated,
I only have loved one other guy in my life, and I never thought I would fall in love with someone else. Then you came along. You with that wonderful smile of yours. Your big strong arms. The way you held me, and the way you laughed with me those times I will never forget. We would always spend time together, I would sit in your lap and just look at you and smile.
The first time we kissed was amazing, and I will never forget it. The way you treated me was unforgettable. You made me feel special, you made me feel like a princess. Then you made her feel like a princess. That's when I knew I was in love. I never meant to fall in love; it just happened. I know we never dated, but the way I was and felt around you; was love.
Knowing I can't have you, and that she has you hurts like no other feeling. Knowing that I'm losing you to someone who barely knows you like I know you; it hurts. You say you are happy but are you really? You trust me and you seem like you still care about me, but why do I still care about you? When you are toxic in my life, and it hurts me too much.
We have both been through a lot in our past before we had met each other. We have been through a lot together. We have been through fights and arguments, sometimes to the point where you wouldn't talk to me for a month. It hurts; knowing that you love someone so much, but they don't love you back.
I have cried too many times over you. It's gotten so bad that I have to hold back my tears every time I see you, think about you, or especially talk to you. Why did this have to happen? Why did I have to go and mess everything up? You taught me how to not let anyone get to me; for me to ignore the haters. You made me realize a lot of things in my life. For that, I want to thank you.
I have learned so much from you,but now its time for me to let go and move on. The memories are in the past, and I have to let go of the memories, but I know I'll never forget you. I will never forget my second love. Who can forget the love they met in their life? Even though we never dated is it bad to love someone?