I got a girl crush, and for once I don't hate to admit it. I got a heart rush, and I don't want it to slow down. Everything she has, I love. I love her smile and her laugh that's constant now. Her strength and dignity is unbelievable, and she doesn't care if anyone wants her that much.
I get plenty of sleep and peace thinking about her. She's the person I've always wanted to be, and Lord knows I've tried, but I can't get her off my mind.
I love her short brown hair, I love her weird green eyes, and I love her clumsiness. I love her big heart that sometimes gets the best of her, and I love the way she always looks for the beauty in everyone. I love these flaws that she has hated about herself for a while. I love how she embraces them now.
I'm so proud of how she is growing into the person she is. I'm so proud of how strong she has become through the toughest time of her life. I'm so proud of how she continues to try even on those rough days when she doesn't want to. I'm so proud of how she has put herself out there again and again after rejection and heartbreak. I'm so proud of the smile that remains even through the tears.
I'm proud of myself.
For once, I do not wish to be anyone else. I'm perfectly fine being myself — flaws and all. I encourage everyone to stop wishing to be that girl. Whether it be a celebrity, a friend, the new girl, or someone that replaced you. You can be your own girl crush, because you are worthy enough. Do not let anyone define you, or how you feel about yourself. Set those definitions yourself.
Get that heart rush going for yourself. Become your girl crush.