There are a million things I am thinking right now, but nothing seems to be making any sense. It’s reality now. Tomorrow, Saturday, you will be leaving for your next adventure and two years of your life will be spent in Daytona Beach, Florida, while I’ll still be here in New York. Seeing you go off to your next adventure without me has to be one of the hardest things I’ve had to do, but no matter how far away we separate I will always love you and be so proud of you. Florida may be giving you a degree, but it can’t give you the love and support I give you!
I am more than confident that 1,073 miles has nothing on us! I may be losing my boyfriend, best friend, and partner in crime for two years, but nobody else has changed my life like you have! The past two years knowing you has been the best and most fun time of my life and it’s all thanks to you. It doesn’t matter what it is, it can be something as simple as a text or something as complicated as an adventure, I just know you always have known how to make me laugh and have a fun time. You are truly the definition of being someone’s rock and without you my life would be very boring. From our terrible singing to watching lightning, the fun will never end.
On my way home Monday night from visiting you after spending a week in Connecticut in your hometown made me realize all the fun I had and how much I’m going to miss you. It hurts knowing I won’t be able to hug or kiss you again for at least five months, but then again I’m so happy and proud to call you my boyfriend. Some would call me crazy for dating someone who lives in a different state and will now be going to an even farther state away for school, but I consider myself lucky. Being able to call you my boyfriend no matter how far away you are is something so special to me. It shows distance truly means nothing and we still have so many things we haven’t gotten to do yet and you going away wont stop us from being able to do them. I know you going fifteen hours away wont be easy at all, but it’ll be worth every second of it.
This came way too fast; it was basically thrown at us two months ago when Dowling announced their possible closure. We had hoped they’d stay open for one more year for you to graduate, but we really knew you’d be going to a different school. My mind has been full to the max of thoughts and memories of us over the past two years and as I get deep in thought I tell myself how proud I am of you and if it was me you’d be just as loving and support of.
If there’s one thing I do know for sure it’s that no matter when or where, we'll always just be a text, phone call, facetime call or snapchat away from each other. Distance will just keep our snapchat streak going very strong. Along with all of your family and friends, I couldn’t be any more proud of you if I tried! Saying I’ll miss you more then you even know is a complete understatement so how about I say, I’ll miss you just as much as you’ll miss me but I’m proud and lucky to be able to call you mine. So now go down there and show Embry Riddle how awesome of a person they have in their school now. See you real soon!










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