I put up walls to avoid getting hurt, I have a fear of people hurting me and leaving me.
If I don't let anyone in I can't get hurt right?
I don't know if that's true but I find it easier to push people away then to let them in and end up getting hurt.
When I start to feel someone become close to me I push them as far away as I can. I don't want to but I feel like I have to.
I’ve been hurt so many times by the people close to me that I just have a defense mechanism to push them away.
I can’t think of anybody that truly knows what I'm going through.
Even my parents don't know.
I find it easier to open up to someone that I’d never talk to again then my best friend.