Dear old me,

I am different now

Stopped caring about the words of others,

Not letting them break bones

It’s a more stable lifestyle

Its the only stable thing

Everything else is broken

Dear old me,

I am built on the damage self you harmed

Why must you vandalize yourself

My foundations is shaky,

but it will do

I’ve done my best to paint over the scars

And hidden all your weapons

Dear old me,

Your house no longer stands

split jagged down the middle

But it’s all in the name of peace

And in time, the peace will come

Dear old me,

Unbuild your walls

They have no power

You’re far from helpless

Stand firm in your journey

Dear old me,

Be as daring as your dreams

Be brave, and strong

Fearlessly express yourself

Life is short

Laugh freely

Breathe deeply

Dear old me,

Your life is difficult, yes

But dear old me,

It will get better

Persevere

...because it all will be worth it