Dear Silly Boy,
You made a huge mistake. You let the one girl who was down for you and only you go. She would've given you the entire world and more and you knew that and took her for granted. She's beauty and grace and everything you've ever wanted, too bad you were scared of commitment and thought it would be "cool" to hurt her. Silly boy.
She was broken the day you decided to leave. You destroyed her. She thought she had hit rock bottom and would never get back up. Spoiler alert, she did. She's doing better than ever. The words "him leaving was the best thing to ever happen to me" have left her lips. She never thought that would happen. You see her talking and laughing with friends and find yourself missing her. Not missing her enough to try and apologize, but just missing her enough to annoy her on social media. Silly boy.
The day will come that you see her walking along, smiling and laughing, holding hands with some boy, and she will be looking at him the same way she used to look at you. It will destroy you. This time, she won't be there to fix your broken pieces like she did time and time before. You have to do that yourself, just like she did. You will finally realize how she was the one and then you'll realize she was the one that got away. Silly boy.
You'll try contacting her once you see her happy, because it'll eat you alive that she's someone elses' girl. It will hurt you knowing that she doesn't think twice about you anymore. It will hurt you to know that she doesn't get any feeling any time she hears your name anymore. It will really hurt you whenever you hear that someone asked her about you and she says "he's just someone that I used to know". Silly boy.
Hopefully losing her helped you realize that you cannot take girls for granted, because one day, they won't be there any more and you won't know what to do. You're going to treat them better, but trust me, you'll always think of her. In certain things they do, in certain words they say, you'll see her and it will feel like you're going insane. You lost someone who would've done anything for you. Now, you're just a faint memory. Silly boy.
Silly, silly boy.
