Dear Soulmate,
Sometimes, late at night, I wonder why I'm here. Why I have been put on this rotten Earth, this place in time? Why have I had such a short, yet also depressingly long, life? Then that's when I look at you. My eyes slowly scanning the screen that your deep amber eyes are looking out from, the way the phone reflects in them, and how I longed for me to be in that reflection. I remember in that instance, when I'm staring at your olive, roughened skin, why I am here.
I am here for you. I was brought into this world by some powerful being that saw that you needed me. You need me. I need you. It's a bond as old as the universe itself. It is something that we can not live without. A bond, a desire, a love, that only a few have experienced since we were put on this planet. We are drawn to each other to soothe and heal ourselves in times of need. Just as the forest makes our hearts gentle, you make mine strong, give me strength to go on. This love is something I have never been able to experience before. An experience I will never forget, even if I were to no longer be breathing, some part of me would still hold onto this feeling, this experience. You, my darling, are the reason I am alive. The reason I stay alive.
We have been through a lot in our lives, before we were drawn to each other. We both have lived a long life, fulfilling goals without each other. Now here we are, achieving so much more... together. I never thought of myself being here, with you. Yet, here I am.
Here I am penning these words in the hopes that I will be brave enough to one day show you. Show you that this is what I have been longing for. This.. no. You, you are the missing puzzle I need to complete me. It's funny, I am not one for lovey, mushy, things. I am not good at describing these feelings, but I am trying. For you, because it encompasses all that I do. It guides my every action, thought, and breath. All of these things are done with my love for you in mind.
I just hope that one day I can find you, my soulmate, and that I can give this letter to you.
Love, Your Future Soulmate
