Dear My Ex Best Friend,
Where do i start, let me just say it was hard saying goodbye, it was hard to let you out of my life but i had to. At one point in time we did not leave each other sight,we were "attached at the hip" as everyone would kindly point out. I course agreed with them and i thought "hey we are going to be best friends forever," but life does not always turn out the way you think its going to. And i wish that i could say that i go every day and i'm fine but i still miss you. You were in my life, you knew things about me and i knew things about you but one day it was just time for everything collapse and for us to go our different ways.
I feel like we both knew it was coming, that this friendship was going to end but we didn't want to admit that. It just became a time where hanging out didn't seem fun anymore. I felt like we were more distance than ever. It got to the point, that every time we hung out it felt like a chore to me. I knew it was time to say goodbye and i think you did too.
I don't know if you felt the same why as i did when i cut the ties but it hurt. I try put on a face that look like it didn't hurt because i didn't want anyone to see me like that. But in matter fact it did. I was in emotional time of my life at that time and maybe i should of waited to cut ties but if i did wait i feel like everything that happened will be a lot worse. I also know i could cut ties a lot better than i did and maybe everything wouldn't been so messy. A friend group split into two, that was hard.... But i knew in the end it was all for the best.
I want you to know that i still look at our Facebook photos, our messages and when facebook tells me i have a memory with you i look at it. I relish good times and try to forget all that was bad that happen. I try to forget that faithful day of our falling out. I want you know that i'm better and I hope you are too. That things happen for a reason and that i'm glad you were in my life for the amount of time you were. So thank for everything, the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between.
Love.
Your Best Friend Ex Best Friend
