Friday October 13, 2017.
7:00 a.m. - I woke up and was still very tired. I am not much of a morning person, and never have been. I decided to go back to sleep since I was up late the night before.
10:00 a.m. - My alarm clock woke me up. I got up to turn it off and went straight back to sleep without even thinking of getting up yet.
12:00 p.m. - I woke up again. I debated getting up for the day, but realized I had nothing to look forward to this afternoon so I contemplate getting out of bed. I don't.
1:00 p.m. - My step-dad checks on me during his lunch break. He asked me if I was okay. I lie and say yes. He probably doesn't realize I haven't gotten out of bed yet today.
2:00 p.m. - I woke up again and took fifteen minutes to convince myself to get ready for the day. I finally got out of bed.
2:45 p.m. - I force myself not to cry while doing my makeup.
3:15 p.m. - Finally dressed and ready for the day. I go downstairs for the first time today and head out to run some errands.
6:30 p.m. - Eating for the first time today.
7:30 p.m. - I got asked to hangout with a friend but I make up an excuse for why I can't.
9:30 p.m. - Shower.
10:00 p.m. - Find myself holding back tears because I am scared that I will wake up depressed again tomorrow.
11:00 p.m. - Medicine.
11:15 p.m. - Sleeping medicine starts to kick in.
11: 40 p.m. - Watch tv and get ready to sleep.
12:55 a.m. - Fall asleep.