Silence
Past:
Pushed, pulled and controlled
As they saw and heard, they ignored
Silence persists
Grabbed, gawked, and groped
Silence remains
Present:
The escape is difficult due to their silence
The thought of delusion is apparent
Future:
Healing will only be possible if their silence is broken
Controlled
Poised or poisoned life?
Ensured success or depleted passion?
Content or settled for safe?
What is life without passionate mistakes
Impulsive decisions
Or risky choices
Living or living to die?
Passion
New relations begin
Happiness proceeds and first experiences positively overwhelm
He makes you happy
You wonder how you found a man like him
Then you find out
Subtle disrespect every long encounter
Your passions have no place in his relationship
You become limited to his conversations, desires and interests
You wonder if you deserve a boy like him
Then you find out…
Leader
Friendship built on operation and politics leads to conniving
Your attempt was quite humorous as you could not separate yourself from your endeavors causing the depletion of an uncreative plan
Failed schemes lead to conspiring efforts
Your collection of negative remarks made you feel powerful, but no one respects those who use gossip to feel something
Minuscule attempts lead to the desire for a faster negative impact
Your hatred is fueled as you begin to realize your pathetic effort
Slander leads to the ultimate effect, destruction of reputation
You are completely saturated with overrated ideas of yourself that you have confused your own downfall with mine
A dismantled reputation does not lead to emotional ruins as your idea of devastation is different from mine
This period of my life finally ends and a culmination of reflections are fused into the idea that there are a multitude of leaders in this world that will infest the minds of others in order to spread their hatred, parade their false power, and construct illogical solutions.
You were quite the leader
Are You Sure?
I have fully mastered the art of deception
My stupidity overwhelms at first
They aren’t as smart as they think, that is what makes them vulnerable
The first step to getting what I want is creating confusion and chaos
When confrontation emerges, confusion becomes my weapon
The unoriginal person will not confront me twice about the same topic
My plan of attack must be clever and silent
I take the opportunity to execute what must be done
Leave
They will never suspect a stupid girl like me
The end.
They Can’t Tell
As my bones emerge from my sickly chest
They can’t tell
My legs and arms shake from exhaustion and fear
They can’t tell
My eyes glaze over as I try my best, but I can no longer perform
They think I have given up
What a shame, they say
What a waste of talent
As I fall into a relaxing state of nonexistence
Those around me watch in horror
They can tell
They do not care
Raw Emotions
Disrespect prompts ill behavior
Crazy, dramatic and delusional
Inconsiderate actions prompt impulsive behavior
Unbalanced, liar and insane
Healing
Reflection, forgiving company, and compassionate friends heal internal wounds
Forgetting is not always that simple
Dark speckles from the past surface in the future
Light speckles appear, too
Life is not simply about making positive memories
In order to grow, one must endure their own form of assault, abuse, control, passion, leaders, deception, and pure emotions.
My alternative perception of the world is the most beautiful gift I will ever receive.
