Like all break-ups this one was extremely difficult.
I've been thinking long and hard, and it's either you or my GPA.
This semester I choose my GPA. Last semester, I considered myself extremely lucky. Instead of reading textbooks, I was bingeing episodes. And still, I got a fairly good GPA. I want this semester to be different. This semester will be different.
This semester, will be the one that I have a 4.0 (OK maybe not, I am taking Spanish). This semester I will not be invested in how many episodes I can fit into a half-hour study break that ultimately turns into the whole not of endless Netflix watching. No matter how big, boring, or how many complex words they have, I will read my textbook. I'll treat my textbook as if it's that show I've been waiting all year to binge watch. My phone will go on vibrate, and the little *ding* you hear with a Facebook message will become nothing.
Instead of the light from the TV filling my room with brightness, it will be the lamp I'm using to read the next chapter, or write the next page of that ten page essay. Will all of this happen? Probably not. Will I want to rip out my hair for choosing my GPA over Netflix, and desperately want to watch the new season of "Fuller House?" Most likely.
But at the end of everything, I can say I chose, and I made the right choice.




















