Dear _____,

From the moment I saw you I knew you would be trouble, now four years later here we are.

It took four years of going back and forth for me to come to this point, I fought and gave all I had to you for you to just throw it away.

I remember years ago when you would just sit and stare at me like I was the only thing in the room and if I look your way you turned your head. What ever happened to that? Now you stare at me with a blank stare.

I'm so sick of you making me look like the bad guy.If I could I would take back all the time I spend with you, if I could I would delete you from my past. I take back anything I ever did for you..I'm done being made a fool of and humiliated by you. I'm not a toy you can play with when you're bored.I made the mistake ever trusting you and ever giving you another chance, but not this time.

What I'm doing is no longer any of your business and if you have a problem with that, well, I don't care anymore. My life is my life and you are no longer in it. I either got the mad side of you or neutral side, well not any more I'm done. I don't what half of you, I rather have none of you at all.

Your head and heart can debate all it wants, but I'm not going to stay and wait. I'm not going to do this anymore. I'm done. You would push me away and I came closer,but not anymore You could have made this work, but you were too immature to try fix it, now it's such a long way back from this place we are at. I will never come to realize how could you think I'm spiteful after everything I did for you? Did you even really know me? I was never good enough for you?

I also think you forget how much I know about you that if I really wanted to be spiteful I could a worst way than you ever thought, but i'm not the at person, because I would never hurt you like you did to me.

I hope you and your boys enjoyed the laugh because that was the last one. So tell all your boys that I'm no longer "your girl." It's time you lie in the bed you made. I thought this time would be different, I was wrong.

Do you even recognize that you hurt me? I cared about you, I was there for you, and I had your back. Was that all for nothing?

You could never make eye contact with me, you never let me in. Were you afraid?

Did I ever do anything to that was cruel to you?
You push me to my limits and I deserve better than this. I don't have to hear your "I'm sorry's", because they mean nothing to me anymore. Your actions always spoke louder than your words.

When the world around me calms down and i'm alone I sometimes think about you and hope you are well, but than the pain hits and I remember why I walked away.

This pain will only last for a little while till I'm back on the grind surrounded around people who truly care and make for smile and will never make feel like the bad person that you once did.

I fought for us to work, but it felt like I was the only one fighting, thing only in it for real. I know at the end of all this I will be the who gets blame. That's alright I'm too much of a grown ass woman to play these games anymore, I've ad enough. I'll take my accountability where it is needed, why can't you?

I'm all out of feelings and tears for you. It time to live my life, because we only get one. I'm also grown enough to forgive you for everything, but I'm not stupid enough to go back to you. It's not worth being mad at you anymore. I'm just disappointed I thought you were better than this. I wish you the best in your future and happiness.

If you ever grow up enough to answer these questions in a mature matter, you can call me. If not?

Boy, bye.