All my life, I've lived in a normal-sized town. There's always someone going to judge you because they can. From my experience, most people are okay with this. For those who don't want constant judgment, we feel isolated. This is part of the reason I have big hopes for going to New York. I need to do something that I feel obligated to do. I need something that is out of my comfort zone and also something I enjoy. I need real life experience that is outside the two states I've spend my time in. I want to begin new chapters in my life and finish the ones I'm still writing. I want to go back to the pages that are bookmarked. I want to do some good and some bad. I need to do this because it feels necessary to me.

I don't know where I'm going but I have some dreams. Now I know I can't keep sleeping if I want to make them realities. I just need time, exposure, and people in my life. I want to make other people happy with my dreams. I want to fill piano bars and hear people laughing while listening to my music. I want to hear people quietening down while they turn their ears on. I want to have moments outside, while peaking down the street at the endless loudness in the dark. I want to go home and be happy with what I've done. I want to be myself, but also be someone that anyone can call a friend. These are my big city dreams.