I'm not mad that you didn't love me back. Love is a strong word. I'm not mad at you, but I am upset that I let a relationship go on knowing that you never felt the way I did. I always knew I was putting in a little more effort. I kept telling myself that one day you will let me in, until you didn't. You always said you “cared" about me. But sometimes caring isn't enough. I promised myself I would never get into a one sided relationship yet, I found myself going the extra mile to make you happy. I was completely blindsided and oblivious to the fact that you would never love me for awhile atleast. We went through a lot, not always easy that's for sure. I used to get so mad thinking about how bad your ex treated you. How could someone be so heartless to the person I adore. I find myself thinking about you often. Every inside joke every memory rushes through my mind the moment I tell you that I can't do this anymore. My friends and family seen me at my worst told me I could do better but I didn't believe them. I seen a side of you that no one else has and I held on to that a little too long. Maybe I wouldn't be so heartbroken if I just would of let go of you. Feeling more deeply than your significant other is the worst feeling. I hope that one day you love someone back. I won't be there anymore. I will be with someone that loves me unconditionally. I hope that one day you let go of that anger and hatred towards your ex. I hope that if I ever love again it's with someone who loves me back. You felt unwanted in your last relationship yet I felt unwanted in this one. And if nothing else's comes with me writing this besides coping with my thoughts I atleast hope I can help others. Let go if they don't love you. Forgive them, you can't help who you love. The right person is out there for you. I'm not mad at you. I'm just just disappointed that you were selfish and you wouldn't let me go along time ago. Love always -S