To the boy I fell out of love with before our relationship even began. I started to give my heart to you, when I realized it was moving way too fast, and I wasn't ready. Plus someone from the past already had my heart so it wasn't even mine to give. I hope you don't blame yourself or the things you did for the reason we aren't together today. You were and still are great. I actually needed someone like you in my life, but my heart said no and my mind said yes, and they just couldn't make an agreement. I'm living in a cardboard box, and I just couldn't give your heart a home here.

I remember the long conversations we had which began with a monologue and ended with a fragment. I apologize for those by the way. You were always so positive and outgoing. Your mood could make a dead flower come alive, and the smile on your face will always light up others anywhere you go. I wont ever forget the times you would call me just to hear my voice, and to see how my day went. You were the only one that has ever done that for me. I want you to know that I appreciate you greatly, I will always be grateful that someone like you came into my life.

I believe somethings just aren't meant to be together, like you and I. I truly wish that falling in love with you could have been an option for me. We could have set an ocean on fire, or swam in the sky. We made the perfect team. I am sorry that you put your love out there for me to grab, I just couldn't take it. Breaking your heart was never my intention. All I wanted was to fall in love, but it just wasn't happening with you.

My friends always told me to give you a chance, and I did, I gave you many actually. At one point I hate to admit, I even tried forcing myself to love you, just because you were such a great guy. but what is meant to be, will be and it just wasn't us.

To the boy I fell out of love with before our relationship even began. You deserve a girl who would move mountains just to be with you. Or someone who will call you to see how you are doing just because she wants to know. You deserve a girl who will love you smoothly, someone that doesn't feel the need to force herself to love you, like I did. You deserve so much more than someone like me, and remember never settle for someone that doesn't treat you the way you deserve to be treated. From the girl that just couldn't love you the way you deserved to be loved.

XOXO Mic