Throughout life you can make friends just as fast and easy as you can lose them. I've acquired and lost numerous amounts of friends throughout the past five years of my life, just like I'm sure most of you have as well. Whenever I look back at it all, I feel like I had the exact person I needed to be my best friend at that moment in my life though.
NO regrets what so ever on my end and I hope you feel the same way if you're reading this and you are one of those friends! I can't blame you if you do have bad feelings though, I honestly couldn't tell you on what terms I ended friendships on with some of you. I apologize if it was bad, and just know I forgive you too if it was bad on your part. Now that I'm a little older, I just look back on all the good things the friendships brought into my life! The blessings, lessons, and memories are the only things that matter.
When I say memories I mean ONLY the good ones, and ya'll there are so many I haven't forgotten about!! All the road trips, concerts, parties, and late nights just to name a few. I still think about the fun nights we had even when it was just the two of us too. Whether it was riding around jamming, or staying in to watch movies and talking about everything under the sun.
When I say I've lived a life, ya'll I HAVE LIVED A LIFE! I want you all to know that you have contributed so many laughs and crazy fun memories to my life for my heart to always cherish until the day I go down in my grave. I live off a gas tank full of nostalgia and you will forever fuel me! (yes I'm still as cheesy as I've always been lol)
I want to thank you for all the lessons you all taught me as well. I'm one who loves to have deep conversations with my friends, so I want to thank you again if you've ever gave me any advice and helped me get through a rough patch in my life. Believe me, I'm sure it helped more than you ever thought it would!
Some of the lessons I learned from some of you were harsh at times though, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I am who I am today because of it all, good or bad. I am stronger and more equipped to take on life because of it all and I thank you for that. NO underlying harsh feelings!
Last but not least, I can't forget about all the blessings you guys showered me with. If I had to say what those were, I would just say each and every one of you individually was a major blessing in my life at the time and still to this day. I don't regret a single friendship I have had as I've grown to the age I am now, and I don't ever plan to.
I'm sure I could have wrote you all separate letters that went more in to detail depending on the person and friendship, but this hit the high points. I want to let you all know I am also always a message away if you ever wanna catch up and talk because I would absolutely love that <3
