Shonda Rhimes has somehow continued to ruin our lives by her endless T.V. show "Grey's Anatomy." But, there are some parts, that really, really, hit you in the feels. Here's the endless amount of times Grey's has destroyed me, and to the many more times to come... So, let's take a stroll down memory lane.

WARNING: THERE ARE SPOILERS IN THIS

1. When Derek chose Addison over Meredith

I hate even talking about why he made this choice.

2. When Meredith faced her father about leaving her as a child

Meredith is so strong, and its shown so often throughout this show.

3. When Denny died an hour after proposing to Izzie

They will forever be a legendary couple.

4. When Meredith stopped swimming

And then Derek came to save her and be her 'knight in shining whatever'.

5) When Christina has an ectopic pregnancy

Because when someone as tough as Christina cries, I cry.

6. The homemade bomb.

no words to this entire episode.

7. When Christina introduces George to the 'Dead Dads Club'

Watching Christina open up to George like this was amazing.

8. When George draws '007' in Merediths hand

I can't even talk about this one. This was so sad.

9. When Christina gets left at the altar

Having to then cut her out of the dress physically hurt me.

10. When Derek gets shot

11. ...and then you watch Christina hold Meredith back from trying to take the bullet for Derek

Honestly, I'm not sure what's worse.

12. When the gunman put a gun to Christina's head while she was trying to fix Derek

THIS EPISODE WAS JUST SOO INTENSE.

13. That time Owen had a really bad PTSD episode

This scene was so sad, the terror on her face brought me to tears.

14. When Callie and Arizona get in a car crash

And Callie goes through the windshield, almost killing her and her unborn baby.

15. When Henry dies

They just got to start their lives together, until it was ruined, much like my dreams for them.

16. When Mark tells Lexie how much he loves her, seconds before she dies

I just wish he would have told her sooner. But Lexie was my fav, This whole episode was SO tragic.

17. ...Then Mark dies

...it just never ends.

18. When Adele died during Bailey's wedding

This moment between them made me cry for days.

19. When Arizona cheats on Callie

UGH. just ugh.

20. When Jackson and April lose their baby

All they wanted was a happily ever after.

21) When Derek dies

Nothing makes me angrier and sadder than this episode.

22. When Amelia cries for the first time after Derek dies

Watching Amelia break down from her brother's death is devastating and beyond tragic.

But regardless of the amount of times Shonda makes me sob uncontrollably or throws us a curveball, I will always watch this amazing show.