Being a Directioner has been tough in 2015. First, Zayn quit and began his solo career. Later, the boys announced they were going on a "hiatus." Who knows how long that will last? Each day as a Directioner brings new emotions, mostly happy ones, but sometimes overwhelming and sad ones.
So, this is how it felt to be a One Direction fan in 2015.
Going to the OTRA tour.
Being able to see the boys live is one of the best feelings. Sometimes you get so happy you cry or pee your pants. Sometimes you do both. No judgement here.
How it felt when Zayn left.
When Zayn left, it almost felt like a personal attack. At first you wondered why he would do such a thing. Then you got angry. Then you got sad. The grieving process was real.
Then you saw how the boys reacted and felt you had to be mature about the situation. We will always appreciate you, Zayn!
When they started dropping Made in the A.M. Singles.
This one speaks for itself.
When the music videos for "Drag Me Down" and "Perfect" came out.
You never know what to expect when the boys release a music video, but you are always very excited. They nailed these two, even from space.
Let's talk about Harry in the "Perfect" video. How could you not love him?
Speaking of Harry, how many times can he fall on stage?
He's so graceful.
When you heard Louis was going to be a father.
This was a shock to all, but we will always support him and the little nugget on the way!
When Liam became a single man!
When Made in the A.M. was released.
And finally, when they won "Artist of the Year" at the American Music Awards.





















