Lies, broken promises, what else could go wrong? Oh, being left behind and have the person you once thought was your everything drop you as if you never even existed to them.
Opening up is hard and letting people in is even harder. Not only I but my family took you in and you took advantage. You act as if you always cared, but in all reality, you never did.
You left. Not once, not twice, not even three times, but so many times that I lost count after ten. Why? Over and over again. Was it all really worth it? Back and forth, back and forth, do we even actually still have only one-anniversary date? No, we have a few.
I gave everything that I could of me and what I had for you like I've never done before, you took it for granted. You say I wasn't enough and our relationship sucked. The thing is, I tried so hard for you to change, but it was never enough. Going to get help and trying to change never satisfied you.
Remember when we first met? You told me I was like no other and I was perfect in your eyes. Remember the letters you used to write to me? You loved everything about me and loved the way I looked at you. What happened?
No matter how mean you were or how many times you left, I was the one who came running right back. Even if it was all your fault. I wanted us, I saw us in the future together. You said you did too. Then a little over three years later, you told me you no longer were in love and no longer saw a future. Well, I still did.
You now act as if I never meant anything to you and we were never even together. You ignore me. You blocked me. And what do I do? Wonder how you are and if you're okay. I shouldn't though because you're fine and don't even care how I am.
You used to mean everything to me and I'd do anything for you. Now, you're not worth it. You're not worth those late nights wondering where you are and if you will make it home safe. You're not worth all the stress and tears from us fighting. You're not worth the heartache of missing you. You're not worth being mentioned because I know you don't even think about me.
You used to be my best friend, boyfriend, and favorite guy. Not anymore. Now, you're the guy who broke my heart and showed me that guys like you aren't worth the heartache, pain, and sadness.You promised me that you were going to show me not all guys are the same, well you failed at that.
And do you want to know the saddest thing of all? You were too blind to see that you had someone you could've had forever. No longer will I go through hell and back for you, it's not worth it.
