To the guy who put up with much more than he had to during his first year of college. Even though I was a year older than you, you never left me in the dark. You didn't need to care about what was going on in my life but some reason you did.

You understood what I was going through immediately after we met and took precedence in what I was doing and how I handled myself around others. You will never know, how much it meant for you to answer my late night texts, and then you would even come to sit with me after I had my panic attacks and ask if I wanted to talk about what was going on and if I didn't you respected just sitting there with me and giving me company. You made sure I was eating and sleeping when I was so stressed out at times from the classes, that I couldn’t even prioritize my own life. You dealt with having to sit up and having me cry all over your shoulder and most of those times I was crying. Most of the times I was crying was for no reason and just sat there hugging me, and reassured me that everything would get better. You never said I was over reacting, till I was done crying and had some kind of sugary snack in my hands and made me laugh about why I was crying. You took me out numerous times for late night meals to take my mind off the rest of the world. Those late nights were always the most memorable times even if I had been crying before hand.

I continuously tell you how much the time we spent together meant to me, and as each of our course loads gets heavier; I miss it a lot more. You will still never know how much that time really did mean. You were the one person I could always count on even at 4 am. You knew everything about me within a couple months, and back then I wouldn’t open up about myself to another living soul about what I had been going through. Thank you for always being the person I could count on even when you had better things to do those nights. Thank you for caring about me when I didn’t care enough about myself. Most of all thank you for all the great memories you gave me, even when I wasn’t having the best days and didn’t deserve to have you sitting with me at all.