You are enough, wait for it.

You are enough, wait for it.

"i do not need the kind of love that is draining i want someone who energizes me" – rupi kaur


The saddest story in all human history; we spend all of our time trying to love someone who is not worthy of our love. You are so much more than delayed responses and cancelled plans. You are so much more than someone who makes you feel the need to apologize for the way you are feeling or for feeling 'too' intensely. The things that someone makes you feel like are too much are the things that are the very essence of your being and why you deserve to be loved by someone who treats these parts of you like a tender flower, caring for it and encouraging its beauty to grow. It is not an inconsiderate demand to want to love and be loved, what is inconsiderate is the person who has made you believe that is true. Don't wait around for someone who is too indecisive and too selfish to keep walking in and out on the greatest thing that they will ever have, because they will never recognize what they are doing.

We spend a great deal of our time and energy trying to make things work with someone who does not even comprehend the level of our greatness and we allow too many hurtful things to slide in order to keep them in our lives. In reality, they should be the one's fighting to keep you in their lives, effort should be a component of a relationship and not a privilege. The problem is that we tend to settle for less because we are afraid that we won't be able to find anything else, or we are scared of being lonely, so we reduce ourselves and submit to the notion that we are too much, burying the true substance of ourselves. But this only makes matters worse.

I'm here to tell you that you are not alone and loving deeply and intensely is nothing to be ashamed of. You are enough, the person who has made you feel otherwise simply didn't have the strength to carry such a wonderful gift. Wait. Wait for what you deserve. Someone will appreciate every part of you, even the parts that you don't necessarily like about yourself. Wait for someone who is as excited to see you as much as you are to see them, someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you, and someone who will make you feel like you are the only person in the world. You deserve adventure, you deserve passion, and one day you will get that. Wait for the person that makes everything an adventure, from target trips to late night drives. Wait for the person who only makes you cry tears of laughter, who you can call and never get bored of, who supports your crazy quirks and loves you just the same. Wait for the person who will dance around the kitchen with you and who is comfortable enough to open up themselves to you.

Don't allow yourself to continue being diminished and drained by someone who is too toxic and refuses to open themselves up to the love you have to give. Find the person that will accept it with open arms and reciprocate every feeling. That's what you deserve, and that's what you will get. Your energy is much too strong to be wasted, and you will attract everything that compliments your being. Realize your worth because you are gold baby, solid gold.

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8 Things To Know About The 911 Dispatcher In Your Life

In honor of National Public Safety Telecommunicators Week


For the first 18 years of my life, all I knew about 911 dispatchers was that they were the voice that came after the tone, from inside the pager on my dad's hip. The voice telling him where to go and for what. I had no idea after I turned 19 that I would soon become one of those voices. National Public Safety Telecommunicators Week this year is the week of April 14th-20th. I felt it appropriate to write my article this week focused on that, considering it is such a huge part of my life. For the rest of the world, it is just another week. For us, this is the one week out of the whole year that the focus is on the dispatcher, the one week where we don't feel so self-absorbed about saying what we do is nothing short of heroic. Here are some important things to know about the 911 dispatcher in your life.

1. We worry about you constantly

My biggest fear in this job is picking up the phone and hearing my loved one on the other end. No matter what the circumstance. The map zooms to the area of the county where my family and I reside, and my heart always sinks. I get a giant pit in my stomach because the very real reality is it may be someone I know and love. Don't be annoyed when we call you twice in one day or overly remind you to be safe. We are just always worried about our loved ones.

2. Our attention spans can be short

We are trained to get the pertinent information and details all within a matter of seconds. I can't speak for everyone on this, but I struggle a lot with paying attention when someone is talking to me, please forgive me if it feels as though I've stopped listening after a few minutes. I probably have. I've noticed that I listen very intently to the first couple minutes of a conversation and then my mind trails off. Nothing personal, just habit.

3. We have great hearing and multitasking skills

Most of us anyways. We can hear the person on the phone, the officer on one radio channel and the firefighter on the other, all at once. I have found that this skill comes in handy when trying to eavesdrop, also not as handy when you go out to dinner and can hear all five conversations going on around you. I have yet to master shutting that off when I am not at work.

4. We are hilarious

It could be a combination of using humor to deal with bad situations and spending twelve hours at a time in a little room together. But I think it’s that we are just freaking hilarious, nothing else to it. If you go the whole 12 hours without laughing, you're doing something wrong.

5. We have a very complicated love-hate relationship with our jobs

I love what I do, and I truly believe I was meant to put on that headset. Everything happens for a reason and my education plans out of high school didn't work out because I was supposed to be here doing this instead. I love what I do. I hate it sometimes too though. I remember specifically once taking a phone call about an hour before my shift was done. As soon as I got into my vehicle to go home, I bawled my eyes out and swore to myself that I was never stepping back into a comm center again. I hated my job with a burning passion that day. My next scheduled shift, I went back to work because I love it too. See, it doesn't even make sense it's just complicated.

6. We are tired

Believe it or not, this career can be incredibly exhausting. Someone once told me "You just sit at a desk for twelve hours, that can't be that hard." Physically that's right, we just sit there. Mentally and emotionally the first phone call of the shift can drain you and then you still have a little over 11 hours to go. I won't go into details on that but trust us when we say it was a bad call. We are tired. Some of my days off I just sleep all day not because I'm physically exhausted but because my mind needs that much time to recharge.

7. We are crazy

I really have nothing more to say other than no sane person would be a 911 dispatcher. We are all a little 10-96 in the best way possible.

8. We love harder than most

We love strangers we have never met, we love our officers that piss us off daily over the radio (we piss them off too) and we love our co-workers that drive us nuts sometimes. It takes someone incredibly strong to save a life through the phone and someone even stronger to go back after they didn't. With that strength comes a weakness of vulnerability, we know our hearts will break more often than others, and we still continue to put on that headset to help others. The people with the biggest hearts work in a dispatch center. If you are lucky enough to be loved by one don't take them for granted.

The list could go on and on. Dispatchers possess so many skills and qualities that most people will never acquire in their lifetime. People think 911 and picture the police officer, the firefighter, the paramedic often completely forgetting the 911 dispatcher. For us, that's okay because other than this one week out of the year, we don't expect praise or thank you. When it comes down to it, we love what we do and we would do it no matter what.

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