Since the beginning, i knew you were going to change my life. Whether it was for better or for worse. I had never come into contact with someone like you. Known bad boy and i was a good girl. 

I want to get one thing straight. I don’t regret you being in my life. Even if it was for a short period. 

Once we started, it started quickly. It was a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings. I never thought I would end up like I did. 

I had become someone i didn’t recognize. Someone who did everything just to make you happy. I didn’t care who I was hurting in the process, as long as you were happy. 

You knew everything about me. I knew everything about you. I know the darkest parts of you. Parts that no one knew. You were the person I could talk to all day and night and I knew you would be there. 

Of course, i told you that people always leave. You told me that you would never do what the others did. 

you lied. you lied and you left. 

you left me hanging and alone and broken. I felt empty and like I would never be the same person again. 

It was in that time that I was alone with my own thoughts in which I discovered who I really was. I am a powerful woman. I have a huge heart in a world that is so cold and empty. People have stomped on me time and time again; yet, i still know I can overcome any pain that anyone could ever give me. 

Nothing in my past broke me to the point that I couldnt pull it back together. I did. All on my own. 

You were no different. 

I may not have gotten closure between what happened between us, but i’m okay with that. Sometimes things are better left unsaid. 

You were just a wild ride that went on too long. 

Once i got off the ride, I got off alone. Alone and broken. Instead of picking up those pieces, i left them behind and started creating a new me. 

A new, more powerful, stronger, healthier, me. A woman knowledgeable of her worth. I no longer crave the affection of people who will do me harm or won’t help me in my future. 

I left you in the past, as i’m creating my future.