Everyone struggles with something different. For some, it's making decisions, time management, self esteem, etc. But one thing I have yet to overcome is being able to say "goodbye." When you're little, you don't understand this term; it's simply a word you say whenever you leave somewhere or someone. But, in reality, this word has many meanings and that is why I struggle to use it.

1. Casual Departure

"Goodbye" is a socially acceptable term that can be used when exiting a room, switching to a different task, or leaving for temporary period of time. In this way, everyone in the conversation is aware of why you are leaving and when you plan to return. It's the simplest way to excuse yourself.

2. An Unknown Reason

Sometimes people choose to say "goodbye" in your life, leaving you speechless and without explanation. It can be heartbreaking, even demeaning. One simply did not know how, nor have the respect to tell you why they are leaving. This feeling is one of the most painful I have ever experienced.

3. A Necessary Decision

We choose to say goodbye to a person or area of our life completely. This can be a job, relationship, habit, etc. But, the point is it's a choice to walk away and intentionally never look back. For whatever reason, the benefits were just not worth the turmoil or there is a reason to strive for something better.

For me, no matter which reason, there is always an element of pain in saying "goodbye." Because this world is full of uncertainty. There is no way to know exactly what you are walking away from; what is meant to be temporary could turn out to be everlasting. The "goodbye" could be for best possible reason and with the greatest intentions, but regardless, you are separating from something that was part of you in some way. There will always be subtle reminders of this "goodbye" throughout your life. Sometimes you will smile through them, other times you won't. But personally, "goodbye" is never a word I want to feel comfortable using.