Dear future husband/lover/best friend/father of my children,
First of all, I can't wait to meet you. Or, if I have already met you, I can't wait to know your place in my life. I am so excited for our future together. I think of it very often. I think of how fun marriage is going to be and how adorable our kids will be. As for now, I am waiting for you. I know that our Father's timing is perfect and I do not want to awaken love before its time. During this time, I will better myself for your good, and I will pray for you endlessly.
While I wait for you, I am praying and trusting God to prepare my heart for you. I am learning to put God before everything else and rely on Him. I will put my hope, joy, and security in Him alone. I am learning to trust Him when my days are filled with worries. None of this will change when we get married. I will love Jesus first, then you. Jesus is the reason I am here, and I love Him more than anything. I want to live my life for His glory and I want my life to be full of His love, both from Him and radiating from me. I long for my Savior's heart. I hope you do, too.
While I wait for you, I will learn to cook and clean well. I want to do this because I want to serve you for the rest of our lives. I hope you learn to serve me as well. I will learn to communicate well, not just by social media or technology. Communication is very important in a relationship. I will learn to be honest even when it is hard because I want you to always be honest with me. I will learn true trust, so that I do not have to be afraid to trust you.
While I wait for you, I will pray for you. I'm praying that you are a Christian. If not, I pray that you will become one. I pray that God will prepare your heart to hear and respond to God's call. I pray that you will love God with a deep, unswerving love. I pray that you will trust Him always, because His plan for your life is greater than anything you could ever think of. I pray that above all else, you will seek our heavenly Father with all of your heart, and that you will find him everywhere you look. I pray that when times are tough and when times are good, that you will praise Him, and put your faith and trust in Him. I pray that God will teach you to pursue my heart and love me even when I am a brat. I pray that you will learn patience, because you have me for better or for worse. I wish you good luck on my worst days. I pray that you stay humble and have a servant's heart. I pray that you will never stop growing in your relationship with Jesus.
While I wait for you, I will pray for our marriage. I'm praying that first and foremost our marriage will glorify God. I pray that we will trust Him in all circumstances and follow His calling. I pray that if it is God's will to bless us with children that we will be Godly parents.
I don't know what our life together will look like, but I am so excited about it. I can't wait to watch endless hours of Netflix with you, eat with you everyday, be your best friend, and most of all love you forever.
I love you so,
Your future wife
