Why haven't I been online? Well, the answer is quite simple... it's life. What really happened is that I was super busy with finishing school early, and really just spending time with my family and the new man in my life, but we'll save that for another article.

When you finish high school and turn 18 right afterward, you really have no obligation to be anywhere, at all. It is crazy how much I've learned from having this much time on my hands. I can sit around all day and do nothing or I can be completely productive and really try to better myself or finish any other goal I may have. One thing that I think everyone has always wanted to do, but may have not had the proper tools to do so, is make a change. Who wouldn't want to make a change in someone else's life or your own? Well, what I planned to do is a lot of journaling and having a lot of part time jobs -- who knows, I might go crazy and get three!

What is it like to become an adult? I don't really know, but I do know that I am really scared of what the future holds for me, but I plan to keep my faith in God and allow him to lead, guide, and direct me in the path he wants me to go. Hopefully, I will have a strong hand in helping others and creating a great place to live for my future family. We'll see.