A day I never thought of has came.
A day that the world became sadder, darker. An event has taken place that I still cannot comprehend.
From day to day we all trudge through the harsh realities of twenty- something, in a sea of mental turmoil over the workings of yesterday, today, and tomorrow; and for most of us this is experience is like bobbing up and down, like a buoy in the waves, but for others this is drowning.
While caught up in our own misfortunes, the world becomes a mirror, forgetting the images of others, we only see ourselves.
With you, it was different. You were a constant beacon of light and laughter for all of those fortunate enough to feel your warmth. You were engaged in life. You thought and spoke brilliantly about things most couldn't grasp with two hands.You were a psychology major; you knew better than anybody...
I thought you were as happy as you made us.
I knew the anxiety was real. I never imagined it ruled your world.
My heart is broken that this world became too much for the weight of those beautiful shoulders.
The day you took your life, a light went out never to illuminate the farthest corners of the world again.
That day, you broke all of our hearts and left us with muddled minds.
How can the sun go out when its the center of our world?...
...perhaps all the other stars should have noticed that bright light dimming.