I was never a fan of Kesha. When I heard that she had a new song out, I expected something just like all of her old songs. As soon as I heard, “Praying”, I immediately fell in love with it, though.
The vocals are amazing, but the lyrics are even better. The words in this song describe certain situations in my life so well. There are some people that I instantly think of when I hear this song. If you haven’t heard it, give it a listen now!
Well, you almost had me fooled
Told me that I was nothing without you
Oh, and after everything you've done
I can thank you for how strong I have become
For the longest time, these people made me think that I would be nothing without them around. I have become so much stronger than I ever was because of the pain they put me through. I have become successful in so many aspects of my life. It makes me proud to know that I proved these people wrong and was able to do even more than I imagined without them.
'Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell
I had to learn how to fight for myself
And we both know all the truth I could tell
I'll just say this as I wish you farewell
These people brought upon some conflicts between us. I don’t think they realize the extent of the pain that I used to suffer. I had to learn to grow up, be mature and stand up for myself. I needed to fight these battles on my own. There are so many things that were unsaid, but I kept them in to avoid more disputes. I have accepted the fate and wish them well as I move on with my life.
I hope you're somewhere praying, praying
I hope your soul is changing, changing
I hope you find your peace
Falling on your knees, praying
Despite what these people have put me through, I really hope that they find the courage to seek God. As a Christian, myself, I have prayed endlessly to God throughout all of my trials. I have chosen to forgive them for their mistakes and bitterness. I hope that they can find peace through God. I pray that their eyes are opened to their mistakes and that they seek change in their lives. I just want them to become better people and leave the grudges in the past.
I'm proud of who I am
No more monsters, I can breathe again
And you said that I was done
Well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come
I am proud of who I have become through all of this. I feel free from the chains that were holding me back in those unhealthy relationships. I grew so much from the time these people walked out of my life. So much good came after these people stepped away. Some of these things would never have happened if they were still around. Although the circumstances were terrible, all of the positive things that came afterward were well worth it.
'Cause I can make it on my own
And I don't need you, I found a strength I've never known
I'll bring thunder, I'll bring rain
When I'm finished, they won't even know your name
When I was in the midst of the situation, I felt weak and vulnerable. Now after taking a step back and moving on, I was able to discover the strength that I never thought I had. I have struggled a lot with my mental health throughout the past few years, so this made me feel like I would never make it through. Being out of the environment for a while now has made me realize that I was strong enough to push through and come out stronger than before.
You brought the flames and you put me through hell
I had to learn how to fight for myself
And we both know all the truth I could tell
I'll just say this as I wish you farewell
I hope you're somewhere praying, praying
I hope your soul is changing, changing
I hope you find your peace
Falling on your knees, praying
Oh, sometimes, I pray for you at night
Oh, someday, maybe you'll see the light
Oh, some say, in life you gonna get what you give
But some things, only God can forgive
These people wronged me in so many ways, but I still pray for them every single day. I hope that they realize their mistakes and mature from the bitterness. I hope that they find the grace of God, and they move on in a positive way, just as I have. I have forgiven them in order to have peace with myself, but God is the ultimate judge. I hope that they seek him in order for him to forgive them for their errors. I just wish them the best with their lives.
I hope you're somewhere praying, praying
I hope your soul is changing, changing
I hope you find your peace
Falling on your knees, praying
