I can hear him in my ears, whispering:
You're nothing.
You're shit.
Nobody wants you.
Nobody loves you.
Monkey.
Gorilla.
He's fucking me brutally.
And it doesn't feel good.
It hurts.
It hurts so bad.
Then finally,
he cums on me.
But he's not finished yet.
He slaps me,
frontwards and backwards.
He kicks my side.
He spits on me.
He walks away.
He's satisfied, now.
But he'll be back for more again.
Then I'll be on the floor again.
Because he can't live without doing these things to me-
to some body.
And I've lost my head.
I'm not here anymore.
Or there anymore.
Or anywhere,
anymore.
I'm dead.
I'm nothing.
Nobody wants me.
Nobody loves me.