To My Future Lover,
As I am writing this, I have no idea if we've met or not. Right now there is only one person I can think of, and am hoping for. Chances are, you've made my life pretty great so thank you. If I knew who you were I feel as though life would be complete and so much easier, but that's beside the point. There are a few things I should let you know, tell you the things I hope for, and just simply to say thank you.
You probably know how difficult, indecisive and stubborn I can be despite how long we've been together. I can't apologize for that because that's part of who I am, but I'm glad you're still around. At times it may seem like I'm trying to push you away but I promise that's not my intention. I know how irritating it can get when I ask you a ton of questions because I'm overthinking.
Sometimes my anxiety can takeover but all I ask is for you to be a little patient with me. If I am ever being doubtful pay no mind for it is just temporary and I will get over it. I never want you to feel like you're my prisoner and vice versa. I'll admit, I'm the type of girlfriend who will always love spending time with you when we're doing anything or nothing at all but if you want to go out with your friends and have a guys night, then go for it. I have been told by many that I have a kind heart that is full of love, so please don't take advantage of that. If it was easy for me to trust you, know you are special.
Every person will have certain hopes most likely depending on their partner, past and how they feel overall. I'm really hoping this is the one where everything works out even through the toughest arguments. I'm hoping you feel like home and that we are as open with each other as church doors on a Sunday.
One of my biggest hopes is that my family loves you. I want them to be able to trust you as much as I do. I want you guys to care for each other the way you do for me. I hope you trust me with your life because I trust you with mine. I hope we'll go on many adventures. Ones that are halfway around the world, a few states away or a 45-minute drive. I hope that we grow together and always push each other to be our best. I hope that we can teach and learn from each other in every way possible.
Words could never begin to explain how much I want to thank you, but I thought I'd give it a shot anyway. Thank you for being my rock. For lifting me up when I get down. For believing in me and your endless support.
Thank you for putting up with me because Lord knows I can get annoying. Thank you for listening to my corny jokes and lame pick up lines. I know they may not always be hilarious but I'll crack up about them anyway and I hope you're laughing too. Thank you for always letting me take pictures even though it probably gets annoying.
Thank you for somehow making me believe in love again and teaching me that not every person has some plan to hurt me. Thank you for staying and not giving up because it got hard, or we had a bad argument. Thank you for caring. We both know I could probably go on and on but I think I'll end it here. Thank you for everything. You are truly amazing.
Sincerely,
Your Sweetheart
