Dear guy, I hope to spend my future with,

Thank you for everything.

I’m so lucky to have had a best friend like you for almost five years now. Even when we weren’t dating you were still a great friend to me. You have always been my person to run to, and my shoulder to cry on.

Thank you for always being down for anything. I could show up to your house with all my girlfriends and you roll with it. We’ve gone hiking, even though I just fell and hurt myself. We’ve had a Christmas party, even though I basically forced you to decorate the tree with me. We’ve gone to more than one high school dance and you went all out filling my room with balloons even though you hate them. From taking road trips, going to the beach, or just countless nights of Netflix and pizza, you’ve always been down for whatever I wanted to do.

Thank you for always being there for me through every up and down. No matter what argument I was going through with a friend, or my family, a comment from a stranger, or even if I burst into tears for no reason at all. You have always been there. Even when you are going through just as much if not more than I am.

Thank you for always pushing me to be the best I can be. Thanks for being there when I was figuring out what I wanted to do and where I wanted to go. Thanks for always telling me you believed in me and that you’d be there no matter what I chose. Thanks for yelling at me to do my homework or to study when I really didn’t want to.

Thanks for being amazing even though sometimes I want to kill you. I know we argue all the time, about some of the dumbest things. I know sometimes we want to kill each other. But that’s alright. Thanks for always telling me you love me, even when we’re fighting and I just want to hate you. Thanks for taking it when I yell at you but never letting me stay angry or upset.

I can’t wait for more fun times with you, I hope we get to enjoy a lot more. I can’t wait for more vacations, road trips, parties, Netflix nights, and nights we stay up talking. I can’t wait for more things to happen that I probably can’t even imagine right now. I’m excited for what the world has to offer us.

So don’t get too mad at me when I eat all the salt and vinegar chips. Please throw away the milk when it expires, or actually drink it. Be patient, because I eventually started to watch breaking bad even if I made you get through all five seasons of pretty little liars first, maybe one day I’ll actually play zombies with you. Continue to kiss me when I’m angry, and even more when I’m not. I love you.