To the guy best friend that left me behind,
Hi. It’s been a while. Not that long I guess. I still reach out to you every once and a while to exchange a few words, but it isn’t like it was. We used to be inseparable. We did everything together.
We went to parks and on long car rides and we could talk about everything. You knew my whole life and I knew yours. Our families knew each other. We visited each other at our crappy part-time jobs and you were always there when those stupid boys broke my heart. You always knew how to put those pieces back together.
Honestly, I think I loved you. No, I know I loved you. How can you be that close with someone and not fall for them a little bit? Even better is I think you loved me too? Just a little bit at least. I guess it’s too late for that now.
We have really drifted apart. Different colleges, new friends and just slowly losing our common interests are the cause. A part of me wants to be mad at you for letting it happen, but I’m just as at fault as you are. I want to know why this happened most of all.
It’s not like I didn’t expect to lose friends when going away to college. I just never expected to lose you. You were supposed to always be by my side. We were supposed to be best friends until we were old and gray. Our friends even thought we would always be side by side. I guess I just got used to the idea of having someone next to me forever.
It hurts a lot that you aren’t here anymore, at least not like you were. We both have our own lives and we’re both busy. We don’t talk anymore, but I see your social media posts and you look really happy. Your new girlfriend is beautiful and I haven’t seen you smile like you do around her in a long time. I’m really happy for you, but my heart hurts and I think it will continue to.
It took a lot for me to write this letter and the worst is that you probably won’t ever see it. Just know I love you and I still consider you to be my best friend. No matter what the distance, time or differences I will always be here for you. You are my concert buddy, my milkshake date and my late-night-getting-lost car ride memories.
Sincerely,
The girl who misses you with her whole heart





















