I’m so sorry. I’m sorry for the way you’re feeling right now. I’m sorry I took him from you and I’m sorry that you’re not yet over him.

After everything that has happened in these past 30 days I can’t stress enough how much I care for this man. I can’t explain the feelings I have for him in words, because words cannot describe the way he makes me feel. I know all of the wrongs he has done to you, I know how badly he hurt you, I know how much you’re aching. I’ve been in your position before.

The pain, anger and sadness you’re feeling will go away- eventually. You will move on and find someone new. You will be happy again, you will find someone that makes you forget about him.

I’m writing this to let you know that your love didn’t go unnoticed. Of course, he still thinks about you from time to time, different things remind him of you but he is indeed over you. You were so special to him. You were his best friend for more than 4 years. You always will hold a place in his heart.

My advice to you is to take this all in and really look back on your relationship. After everything the two of you have been through, of course, you’re still going to love him. You gave him chance after chance, heartbreak after heartbreak. You gave him more chances than he probably deserved from you.

“Don’t settle for less than you deserve” I’m sure you’ve seen that quote somewhere.. Take it for what it is.

I am going to give him everything that you couldn’t. I’m going to love him in a way you never could. I’m going to give him the happiness you could not give him.

I promise that I will take care of him, I will love him to the best I possibly can. Unconditionally, passionately, tenderly. I will forever be loyal to him, I will never go to bed mad at him. I won’t take him for granted, I won’t yell or scream, I won’t get mad over nothing, I won’t ever, EVER give up on him. I give you that promise. All we both want for him is happiness, I’m going to give him that. He will have all of me, my heart and soul entirely.

I want to thank you, for giving him up so easily. For not realizing what you had when you had it. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving him to me again.

Something that I want you to realize is that this isn’t something new, him and I were together before he even knew your name.. I kissed him, touched him, and loved him first. We were too young and naive back then. But now, oh God, the love I can give him, it’s beyond words, it's beyond worlds. I promise this. Thank you SO MUCH, for making this so simple. Thank you for not loving him unconditionally so I could.

This isn't supposed to hurt or upset you. This writing was to let you know and understand that I am going to take care of him, I give you my word.