To My Ex,

Hey there! Long time no see!? I've recovered from when you left and decided that you were stopping me from my daily activities because I was putting my all into you and thats where i messed up. I hope you're doing well.

Just because we don't talk anymore, doesn't mean i've forgotten about you, it doesn't mean that I no longer care. Truth is I still do. I do my best to make sure you're okay, and see how you're doing. To see if you're okay, but overtime I get the urge to talk to you. It suddenly hits me that , we're strangers, you don't want me in your life. Hence the reason I'm no longer a part of you and your life. But even though everything's changed; I just want you know that, i'm still here. I'll still be here and stick up for you. I'll lend you my shoulders and ears. Don't hesitate to talk to me, because half the time, I wish we were talking.

You were my best friend and now we're strangers. I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I would've never even met you. Sometimes the things I miss is the things I cherished most, the hand holding, the late night conversations, the night trips to get food, mostly hanging out because you got me like no one ever has. I wish you would realize that you're supposed to take pride in loving me; not destroy me.

I will never treat you bad in return, just because you left doesn't mean that I'm not going to no remember the things we did together. Although I miss you, I also hate you, I hate you for leaving because i've needed you in the past months. I hate you for leaving at the worst time possible. But it really opened my eyes when you left. I became more healthy and didn't let the break-up consume me completely, which made me proud.

It made me realize that the past is like a storage unit, you stack things from bottom to top but when it gets too full you have to get rid of things. My storage is full and the only thing I'll be getting rid of this winter is you.

Lots of Love,

Destiny