It’s always tough losing someone, especially your best friend.

Your best friend is someone you tell everything to, you relieve your stress with, you discover new things with and also have the dumbest moments of your life with.

Urban Dictionary defines a best friends as, “very special people in your life. They are the first people you think about when you make plans. They are the first people you go to when you need someone to talk to. You will phone them up just to talk about nothing or the most important things in your life. When you’re sad, they will try their hardest to cheer you up. They give the best hugs in the world! They are the shoulder to cry on because you know that they truly care about you. In most cases, they would take a bullet for you, coz it would be too painful to watch you get hurt.”

You develop a special love for one another, and when that ends, it hurts more than you would believe.

You were my go to person. I put all trust in you. In the end, our lives moved in different directions and we grew apart. Trust in each other became lost and we started judging one another, thinking negative thoughts about the person we used to see no flaws in. That is just human nature, to judge, whether it being a misconception or not. Out of it all, there was just disappointment for me. Disappointment in myself for losing my friend, then disappointment in the both of us for letting something get between us.

There were so many great times we had with each other hanging out. The sleepless nights, the inside jokes, the insane phone calls, last minute food runs, the shopping and so much more, just us being us. We had future plans with one another, plans we sought to make true. There was a lot that we planned and promised. Slowly, though, we changed and our personalities no longer clicked. The moment that I start to realize the distance that is coming between the relationships, I try to cut myself off to avoid more disappointment, more hurt, more stress, etc. It never works, though, so I apologize for not trying as hard to stay friends.

A breakup with a friend is a lot harder than a breakup with a boyfriend or girlfriend. At least, to me. I do still want you to know that I do care and I hope that your lives go smoothly. I hope you find a better best friend than I could have ever been. Keep your head held high and achieve everything you wish to in your future. Now, I bid you adieu my friend.

(Who knows, this might not be our last goodbye, no one knows the future.)