Sometimes it feels like we are wrong for being the way that we are, but the right person is going to come along and be able to take away all those anxious moments. Hopefully, somewhere out there is a man who can be patient enough to love us despite the extra patience it takes to do so.
It is not my fault that I need constant reassurance on how you feel about me. Sometimes you act like you don't care, which then makes me overthink and question everything. Yeah, it might sound dumb to you, but it is just how I am whether I like it or not. The simple messages of just calling me beautiful can turn my day around, just the little things like that are all I need.
When you're with me, I want you to actually be with me. Not sitting on your phone the whole time, or being there but not actually being present in the moment. I want to know you care and appreciate the time that we do have together when we can get it. I don't expect you to constantly be "eyes-on-me" the whole time, but just being in the moment is all I ask. Showing me that you want to spend time with me, that I am a priority in your life.
Sometimes I will ask you how you feel about me, don't be offended, I just need to know that you still care and you're still interested in me, no matter how silly it sounds. Instantly, just hearing you say something along the lines of how you feel will make me less anxious, and completely happy. Even if one day you're completely fine, but the voice behind your texts sounds different, I will worry. Not just because I want to, but because I worry that you're not okay and in the back of my head I question myself on what I did wrong.
If anything is ever wrong, tell me right away because my mind will instantly jump to the thought that I did something wrong, whether it is about me or not. Openly communicating is the easiest way to have a successful relationship with a girl with high anxiety. If anything is ever wrong with me, I would tell you right away. That's the thing with girls with high anxiety, we can't hold anything back, we have to say how we feel or what's inside our head. Maybe that is why we always want to know what you're thinking too.
Yeah, it might get annoying at times to constantly remind me how you feel, or deal with the nights where I get so stressed out that I get cranky, or try to understand the way I am feeling when it seems impossible to understand. It just takes a little more compassion and understanding, but if you are patient with me, I will do all I can to care for you too and love you like no one else could.
