At The Concert

At The Concert

What it feels like when music makes your heart break
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My heart thumps to the beat of the drum; it sings lightly and sweetly.

It follows the rhythm of a faraway song that’s playing in the back of my head. I recognize it instantly; it’s an old time favorite. My body must already be preparing itself. It can sense where we’re going and it’s too excited. The anticipation is killing it. It reminds me of the time I saw Dance Gavin Dance and BlesstheFall. How excited I was that I was finally going to see them when I bought the tickets. How my body curled inward and felt like it was going to explode the day of Warped Tour. How I couldn't stop mentioning to my friends how excited I was, how close to the stage I was, how my heart was curling inwards too and how when the band finally came out, I just exploded outwards. There was no blood, no gore, nothing to prove that my body had turned itself outwards, like a butterfly that has broken off its cocoon. I screamed like I had never had a voice and I finally found it. I jumped like I could fly because I was getting an all time high from the music alone. It was a sensation unlike any I had felt before. I was at the top of life and nothing could bring me down.

It’s something like that. This time too, my body is feeling the wave of excitement that’s coming, a pre-excitement if you may. It’s been this way for awhile now, and my excitement no doubt will only increase as the days go by. There is a month left after all. I can feel it whenever I put my headphones on and play one of his songs. Even through my headphones his voice just courses through my body and makes me explode. It makes my heart melt, like my own heart had broken and now his sweet notes are repairing it. Thinking that I will be able to hear him live gets me giddy, like a kid in a candy shop. A month, that’s all I need. That’s all that’s left till I finally hear him live. Before I can experience real heartbreak. Heartbreak at his beautiful voice. Heartbreak at the end, where it’s finally all over; when they have played for the last time. One final concert. One true ending that will bring me to tears, just like when I first found out they were breaking up.

Gosh I can’t wait.

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1. Smile all the time.

Guys want to be with girls who are always happy. Men get severely uncomfortable when all the women around them are not Cheshire cat level elated all the fucking time. Why are you mad? Why do you look so pissed? Are you defective? Autopilot your brain to borderline creepy giddiness before men get the idea that you might actually be capable of a full range of human emotion.

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3. Eat like a man, look like a lady.

How many burgers can you fit in your mouth at once? Better, even, how many hotdogs? Have the appetite of a grizzly bear, but eat like a cute tiny rabbit, or Kate Upton faking an orgasm. Oh, and never, ever get above a size 4.

4. Play video games.

No guy can resist a girl who loves to play video games (in her underwear). Fifa, 2K, Smash, Kart – know them all. If you can’t at least beat his worst friend at his favorite game, you’re not a keeper.

5. Love beer.

If you can’t throw ‘em back like one of the guys, you’re not wifey. Yeah, that Norwegian IPA no one's ever fucking heard of? You got it. Bud Light? Sure. Fat Tire? You love that shit. Feel free to let out that beer burp while you’re at it, but the burp you’d imagine a Japanese dwarf squirrel would let out after eating rainbows. Oh, and don’t forget, size 4.

6. Be a freak, but also a nun.

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7. Keep him on his toes.

No man wants a woman who is predictable and boring. Challenge him. Keep him intrigued. Drop an F bomb every now and then. Learn a foreign language in your spare time so that you might give the illusion of being exotic in bed (Slavic languages sound super sexy). Induce yourself into an epileptic seizure. Whatever it takes to keep it interesting.

8. Have quirks.

Ah, quirks. The things that make people unique. The things that make people, people. You must have at least three of these but no more than five. Think relatable Stepford Wife.

9. Be hot.

This is potentially the most important, and luckily I don’t need to tell you how this works. Look at anything. Anywhere. That ever existed.

10. Never, ever get mad.

The worst thing you can do as a woman is challenge a man’s authority. Don’t talk back. Don’t think. Don’t have expectations. Sit. Roll over. Hold the bark.

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