Dear Big Sister,

Since the day I was born, you were there for me. You let me play with your clothes. You made me laugh when I was crying about the most ridiculous thing. You made me stop and think when I was doing something wrong. You made me feel like I was the most special little girl in the whole world. Every single moment we had together was stored in a special place in my brain. Not a day goes by that I don't think about one of our moments or inside jokes. Looking back, I have no clue how you dealt with me. I was so over the top and energetic and you were so cool. When you would be at school, I would sneak into our room and try on all of your pretty dresses and heels. I wanted to be just like you when I grew up.

In one month, I will be 20 years old. Obviously, I am no longer the over the top and energetic kid I used to be, but one thing stayed the same. I want to be just like you when I grow up. You are the most hard-working, kind, intelligent, and selfless person I know. I would be the luckiest sister if I grew up to be just like you. As I step into this new phase of adulthood, I will always remember the lessons you have taught me. You have helped me through the most difficult times of my life and you always knew exactly what to say. Every time I felt helpless and empty, you helped me regain confidence in myself and made me feel whole.

Every bump in the road, every scar, every fight--I don't regret any of it. I have never felt as close to you as I do now. You are helping more than you will ever know. Every sister date, every sleepover, every "I have 20 minutes, come visit me" moment-- those are the moments I will cherish for the rest of my life.

Thank you, big sister, for all of the wisdom and love you have given me these past 20 years. You will always be my role model. You will always be my other half. I am so proud to call you my big sister.

I love you.

P.S.- You're a huge dork...and I love you. Also, can I borrow that necklace I like? Thanks.