I had just gotten out of a long relationship and I was younger then than I am now. I wasn't ready to give my heart to anyone again despite how much I wanted to let him have it. I knew he would take care of it, but my heart wasn't willing to let go of what I was currently going through. So, I let the best human being go so that way he could give his amazing love to someone that would really appreciate it. At least that was my intention.
It obviously didn't take him long to move on from what it looked like. I thought he was happy and that is what I wanted. Then we met up again a few months after. We picked up where we left off, caught each other up on our very interesting but boring lives. He was something special then just like he is now. He told me how he found a new girl, but she wasn't in it for the right reasons and she broke his heart. Actually, she crushed it and threw it away. I felt this guilt because not long ago I was the girl that told him she needed time and not a boyfriend. I broke his heart too, but not like you did. Thank you for that because all you did was let him go so we could find each other again.
I look at him now and I wonder what in the would could he have ever done to you to make you treat him the way you did. You played with his emotions and didn't even care. You were heartless. You made a mistake there and knew you were doing him wrong and dirty. How could you hurt a caring man like him? I thank you for making those mistakes though.
You really have missed out on such an amazing man. He is so special and so incredible. He would do anything for anyone that he really cares about. He is the most loving and honest man I know. Too bad you had to be a hoe. I hate you missed out on letting him love you, because he loves so hard. You will never know what it is like to be in such a dark place yourself and to have his arms hold you. You will never get to feel the comfort he brings. Have you realized what you let go when you made the decisions that you did? You let go of a man that would put the weight of the world on his shoulders just to take it off of yours. I hate you don't get to enjoy being in love with such a fun person. But I do thank you for breaking his heart.
Now, I get to enjoy being in love with him. I am the girl he wakes up every day and calls. I am the one that he texts goodnight to. I have the privilege of marrying him soon. Something you will never have. I will take care of him. Better than you did. I will love him more than what you ever thought of. I get to enjoy everyday life with the best person in the world.
Here is my thank you.
Thank you for keeping him busy for a little bit.
Thank you for taking his mind off of me for a few days.
Thank you for messing things up and making stupid mistakes.
Thank you for not choosing him.
Thank you for breaking his heart and leading him back to me.
I will now do what you missed put on.
