Finally, I hope even after all of the pain, heartache, self hatred, and shame that you've given me; you never have to go through this pain.
Hi. Remember me? The one that was left? The one that was just forgotten about and not given a care in the world for? I decided that it was time for everything that was left unsaid to finally be said. From time and time again, I find myself thinking about everything that has happened, and I try to find where things went wrong. Was it the fact that I wasn't what you are used to? Was it because I am who I am? Was it because meeting my family was a lot more than you could handle? How about all of my background that you said you could handle and let me open up to you about? A question that I will never get an honest answer too, frankly because you could honestly care less about me. Was it worth it? All of the lies and bullshit you told me and made me believe? Introducing each other to everybody in our lives? Forming a connection with them? I hope it was, because for me; it was all worth it until I realized I'll never see them again. I'll never get to have the laughs and conversations with them again. But, in the end; they will always have a special place in my heart,