"still no resolution"
I raised us so high up.
I'm sorry I did that.
I gave it away.
my fingers we're tired of holding on
so tightly.
I knew exactly what I was doing
you didn't trick me.
in the end
I thought I could handle it.
in the end
do you know what I did?
I validated it all.
every voice inside of me that said
ugly
fat
weird
undesirable
unlovable
I told the voices that they were right
and made you my case-in-point.
I'm sorry
for making you
into a monster.
I don't know how to forgive
you
or
myself.
I'm sorry.






















