Why did I even believe you loved me? Why did I even think you cared? If you did, you wouldn't have left. You wouldn't have left me crying and picking up my heart after you shattered into a billion pieces. I'm sitting here cleaning up my heart, while you are already in love with the other girl. The other girl who gave us problems and caused us to fight. The other girl, who I was dumb enough to call my best friend. I got walked on and I gave you my trust, for you just to take it and throw it away like it was nothing. You promised me you wouldn't do it again and you swore that it was a one time thing, but here we are again. Same problem, different girl. Why did you have to lead me on and pretend as if I was nothing but trash. Make me feel like I wasn't pretty enough or smart enough or cool enough to be yours. I tried my best and you just took it. It wasn't good enough though. I was never good enough. Honestly, I wish I could make you feel the pain I feel, but that will never solve anything. One day you will look back and remember what you had. I'll be long gone and successful. I won't be the girl I am now. I won't be so forgiving and trusting. You think that I lost you, but just wait. You really lost me. I may not be perfect now, but you can't have me at my best when you left me at my worst. I loved you with all my heart and you threw it away with her. I hope you are happy. I hope it was all worth it in the end, because this girl isn't playing the game with you anymore. This girl and her family are over it. I hope you think of me every single time you drive by and you feel that ping of hurt. I hope you think about the good times and my father. I hope you think about me. I might be thinking about you now, but in a few weeks, months, years, you will never have existed to me. I didn't cheat. Never did I once. I couldn't even kiss another man without you popping up, but it was no problem for you. Karma is a bitch, just wait until it slaps you in the face. Remember once a cheater always a cheater, oh wait, isn't that what you told your best friend when he was dating her too? How you told him all this crap about her so he was protected and saved from her so you could go and get her yourself. I hope you are proud. Birds of a feather flock together. I don't even know what was true coming out of your mouth, because you said that you loved me and that you hated her but I guess that was bull crap too. Congratulations on making yourself the last person to trust. Hope you are happy 👍🏼 P.S. I know you more than you know yourself.
